New Year


So I haven't written anything nor have I even looked on here for a while. The last time I wrote on here I was preparing myself to move to university and start a brand new adventure somewhere different. That didn't work out for me and as most people now know I moved back home. I was so embarrassed and ashamed of myself for such a long time that I couldn't even think about writing anything on here. I am now, however, not ashamed quite simply because there is nothing to be ashamed of. I plan on working for the rest of this year and at some point deciding whether or not to go to university in September. 

I left uni and fairly quickly found myself a job. Prior to that I spent around 3 weeks sitting at home on my own and feeling sorry for myself, barely eating, barely showering, barely taking care of myself at all. Thinking back to how that was literally two months ago I think it is fair to say that I am pretty proud of myself and how far I have come. I am now in a job that I absolutely love and get excited to go to, I have made some amazing new friends and I now am finally, once again, in a good place. I think the phrase, "the world owes you nothing" rings very true here. The only person who can really help you, is you. 

So I am going into 2019 in a completely different situation compared to last year. I am not at school anymore meaning that I don't have the help and guidance I would have had last year throughout the year. Not being at school also means I don't get to see my friends everyday which I really struggle with some times. I am however enjoying the freedom of working and earning myself money, being able to save up to go to new places and treat myself and my friends.

I am very optimistic for this year. I plan to travel to see friends, work on myself both physically and mentally and continue to pursue my blog for personal enjoyment. I also picked up my camera for the first time in a very long time the other day and I got so excited when I started taking photos again.







Shoes- Dr Martens
Trousers- Bershka
Bag- ZARA
Coat- Soul Cal

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